They say life's short..that it takes the entire lifetime for a person to understand what exactly life is! But I gotta be honest,I feel that I live equivalent to a lifetime during the 365 days that split the extra candle on my birthday cake. And my 23rd was no different. Don't know if it's good or bad , but when I close my eyes, I can actually see each of the billion moments that I have 'touched' and felt in these 12 months. There's been up and downs surely..sometimes I wished if I could go back and change it , sometimes I wished to relive the happy moments again..and sometimes I wished some things didn't happen at all...I am a lot of things and nostalgic is definitely one of them.Letting go isn't in my arsenal,which has both its pros and cons i guess. Going down the memory lane , especially the last few months, there are so so many things that could have gone either way...should've gone the other way but they didn't. I guess that was payback for the awesome first half of my 23rd , completing the circle of life : you'll be dealt with all kind of hands,but it's up to you to make sure the 'House' doesn't always win!
But to be honest , I couldn't have done it without the support
and unconditional love of my family and friends. We might not talk , we might
not look at each other but I know in my heart , you are there for me and I hope
you know the feeling is mutual : Always and Forever!
The number 23 is here ,having made it's impression on the
birthday cake to say the least..And so ends my 23rd life.
I close this chapter of my life and sign off the book as
'to-be-continued' ..and I hope to start a new life..a new book wherein the
first drop of ink impresses upon all the positives ,happiness and sense of true
life,from my past, upon the pages..and it will continue till the last
page,that's for sure..A new life awaits me ..a new beginning..a new
challenge...a surreal journey..and a happy ending!
Looking ahead to my 24th on Earth and the 1st ,of hopefully
many, in my mind :) :)
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