Days turn into seventh circle of hell, and you just can't seem to find a way out of it. Why me?! Why me?! starts resonating in your heart and mind. You see the life you could have had in front of your eyes and that feeling of chaos just makes your world fall apart. You want it to be normal, you want to hit the reset button but you can't ...the choice is no longer yours, not entirely anyway.
So then you ask yourself, what now? What's next? Well that's where I am right now..It feels that I mistook a mountain for a hill and I am paying for it.. What's going to happen next is just a matter of time.. But the thing I now know for sure, is to never let circumstances get the better of you.. I regret missing those terrible 6-7 months more than my life and that's just cruel, right?!
One day at a time..One day at a time