Thursday, January 23, 2014

Confession of an Outlier

There are times when things are not going your way no matter what you do..Whether it's your routine life, or your ruining-by-the-minute equation with close friends, or your dreams shattering in front of your eyes especially after so much planning , you just can't seem to catch a break. It results into breaking away from what should have been your life to what it's now..In statistics, such numbers which depict this high deviation from the expected are called outliers.. Yeah well, seeing last 6-7 months of my life, even though I am not proud of it, I can say I am an active outlier as well.

Days turn into seventh circle of hell, and you just can't seem to find a way out of it. Why me?! Why me?! starts resonating in your heart and mind. You see the life you could have had in front of your eyes and that feeling of chaos just makes your world fall apart. You want it to be normal, you want to hit the reset button but you can't ...the choice is no longer yours, not entirely anyway.

So then you ask yourself, what now? What's next? Well that's where I am right now..It feels that I mistook a mountain for a hill and I am paying for it.. What's going to happen next is just a matter of time.. But the thing I now know for sure, is to never let circumstances get the better of you.. I regret missing those terrible 6-7 months more than my life and that's just cruel, right?!

One day at a time..One day at a time